Long time no see...

How have you been?

As if I'm talking to a real person like that...

it's 7am, and i should really be sleeping. but i just thot i might add a new post to this neglected blog.

what shall i talk about? i don't really have to "report" on my activities, it more or less on baby's blog already, she does such a good job!

i think i shall write about... uncertainty.

Let's define it. http://dictionary.reference.com says:

un·cer·tain·ty ( P )
n. pl. un·cer·tain·ties
1. The condition of being uncertain; doubt.
2. Something uncertain: the uncertainties of modern life.
3. Statistics. The estimated amount or percentage by which an observed or calculated value may differ from the true value.

So, it's a CONDITION? sounds bad. it's also a "thing" (the definition did say "something"). and lastly, it is an amount. u know, like the exhorbitant amount i paid for a car polish package yesterday when all i wanted to do was to get my car washed! ok.. i'm not gonna talk about that.

uncertainty lives in all of us. most of us know it well, so why the heck did i have to define it. i guess it increases the word count of this post.

uncertainty, i realised tonight, repels complacency. or, perhaps it SHOULD. if you are feeling uncertain you SHOULD take some actions to make yourself more certain. and when you take actions, you become UNcomplacent, if there's such a word, or it is an act not becoming of a complacent person, who is contented. so, perhaps i'm more than uncertain. i am uncontented. ok no such word, i know, then let's put it as unsatisfied.

it just sux when uncertainty comes in the middle of the night like 5am, and then i take actions till about 7am, and end it off with a pretty much, useless blog entry.

good luck to me tomorrow, or rather today, or... later.

Just a filler since pple complain no updates

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.