It's been a while

since i've written anything substantial.

lots of things are happening in my life, mostly good and entirely busy. i have to move house, clear tonnes of weddings and go to china for a week and that's all to be done by the end of the month. i love my schedule!

yeap, will be moving out of toa payoh after more than 5 years of staying here. the only thing i won't miss is the bloody car park which is always full. the place i'm moving to on the contrary, the car park is always empty! *phew* and it's cheaper season parking too... beat that!

admist all the busy-ness... matters of the heart came into play. but it's not going well and at times i feel destined that i can only ever share others' joys, but never really experience it. well, so far that's been enough, but how long would that last?

mama wrote me a lovely email updating me on their lives. wat an absolutely stark contrast to mine. i'm always busy and swearing at other drivers on the road while they are enjoying the golden nest with each other, living life after working so hard.

saw adrian yesterday after what seems like so long, managed to get new tenants for the tpy flat, so at least he doesn't have to worry about this place being empty. i siong liow lar, i have to totally fix up the place, i owe it to him, living here for 5 years i really know the place better than him liow. quite a few of the florescent ballasts are gone and the place needs some serious cleaning, but after i pack my stuff then i will do (or probably pay someone) to do a proper thorough clean.

man how boring can this post get?

i'm tired, excited and disappointed all at the same time. that's 2 bads vs 1 good. must tilt the odds somehow. i think the easier to fix would be the "tiredness".